All Over the Place

I sat down to write about something, and I can't really remember what it was.
Lately I've been wanting to write, a lot. But I haven't been able to and I don't know why and it is the most frustrating thing ever. What do I do with all the crap in my head? I really don't want to talk about anything anymore. I don't even want to think about anything anymore. So what do I do? I need a break. I need some hardcore sleep and I need to get away or something. I'm so sick of all of this. I'm sick of wanting to talk about it so I can figure it out or feel better about it but none of that works and I only end up feeling worse.

I want to forget everything and move on with my life. I want to enjoy my Christmas break and paint and read and write and do everything that sounds lovely.

So I'm sitting at Barnes and Noble right now facing a couple(in their late thirties) sitting next to each other, having coffee and it looks like the guy is trying to explain his cool phone to her and show her all the cool things it does. She takes it in her hands and fiddles and he says no no like this. Or some crap like that. He takes a sip of his coffee and she looks at her own phone and asks him a question. Has society really come to the point where we flirt and get to know each other over a stupid piece of technology? I've really gotten sick of it all lately. Not to say that I am opposed to technology altogether because obviously I am typing this up on a computer and using wifi and what not. But I just wish it wasn't so prevalent and important in our society. I'm good with my average laptop, an old ipod that no longer lets me put music on it, and my average phone that has a keyboard. I don't need much else and don't really want much else. I have enough crap as it is.

Moving home helped me realize how much worthless crap I have and how I hate it all and want to get rid of a bunch. I think I'd be good with some clothes, art supplies, a couple books, and the afore mentioned pieces of technology. I could probably get rid of most everything I own and be perfectly happy.
Wouldn't that be nice? Now let's see if I actually do that or not.

I am so in need of a break.