Today is one of my crazy days. A day where I secretly feel like I'm going crazy. A day that I could sit around all day with knees to chest, arms around holding tight, rocking back and forth. Staring into nothing. For hours. And be perfectly fine.
I feel like that's a bit crazy. We all have the potential for insanity I think. It's just what we do with those thoughts. Like right now, I feel like running around screaming throughout my house and then calmly walking back into my room and shutting the door. And then continue to sit, holding knees to chest and rocking back and forth, giggling as I imagine the looks on the faces of my family.
Creeper? Maybe. Maybe I just want a little bit more fun in my life. Maybe I'm sick of acting how I'm supposed to, so I want to act out. I don't know. Last night I hung out with a friend, and as we were leaving Target, we decided to go back to old times and follow someone and see where they were going. (I promise we would never do this for real for real, it's just silly fun.) So we began to follow one car but didn't like who it was so we looked for a different victim. We were hoping to go for an old man or something. We ended up driving by a truck with two cute college guys in it and decided to follow them. We had the music up and were laughing hysterically. It was so much fun. We eventually stopped following cuz I had to go home and I couldn't waste all the precious gas in my car. But still... it was something that was stupid and crazy and just fun.
I want more fun. Time to stop holding back and act a little crazy?
Yes please.
We're never gunna survive unless we get a little crazy
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