"Sometimes being ok is a victory."
These words were spoken to me at church yesterday and they stopped me in my tracks. So much truth in them. Sometimes being ok, just ok, is a victory. I love that. It made me a tiny but significant amount happier.
Sorry I fell off the face of the earth this month. I'll try to be better about that. Maybe.
Things to always remember:
prayer, your words, trust in him always. <<<<< must.remember.always.
Sunday, January 29, 2012
Sunday, January 1, 2012
here's to the new year
this blog is so not efficient but o well
so i'm sitting on my couch in the new year. the wind is blowing outside causing the wind chime to add some lovely tunes to the music of the night. the leaves covering the grass scuttle against each other in the breeze, making it sound like someone or something is walking through them. i guess that's kinda creepy, but i don't care and am not afraid.
i meant to write a blog before the new year... but i never really got around to it. i'm not sure if it was going to be more reflective or looking forward towards the future... but here i am and the future is now but it's not the future because the future and the past don't exist because the only thing that exists is the now and anything that used to be, no longer is, because it is not now. (hahahahhahahaha gosh)
anyway... this year shall be a year of doing things that i love, facing my fears, taking risks, learning to truly forgive and stop avoiding conflicts. dang that all sounds so cliche.... whatever. that's what i want to do this year.
it's kind of crazy how much i've learned in just the last week or two. it's kinda intense and amazing. stuff about myself, about relationships, about life in general. i'm still figuring my ish out(there are so many things i need to work on...) but i'm really excited for this year. i really feel like it is going to be one of growth and discovery of myself and God. more so than any other year.
i'm so stoked.
so i'm sitting on my couch in the new year. the wind is blowing outside causing the wind chime to add some lovely tunes to the music of the night. the leaves covering the grass scuttle against each other in the breeze, making it sound like someone or something is walking through them. i guess that's kinda creepy, but i don't care and am not afraid.
i meant to write a blog before the new year... but i never really got around to it. i'm not sure if it was going to be more reflective or looking forward towards the future... but here i am and the future is now but it's not the future because the future and the past don't exist because the only thing that exists is the now and anything that used to be, no longer is, because it is not now. (hahahahhahahaha gosh)
anyway... this year shall be a year of doing things that i love, facing my fears, taking risks, learning to truly forgive and stop avoiding conflicts. dang that all sounds so cliche.... whatever. that's what i want to do this year.
it's kind of crazy how much i've learned in just the last week or two. it's kinda intense and amazing. stuff about myself, about relationships, about life in general. i'm still figuring my ish out(there are so many things i need to work on...) but i'm really excited for this year. i really feel like it is going to be one of growth and discovery of myself and God. more so than any other year.
i'm so stoked.
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